It's been a while since we've had this conversation. I have something in my mind that I've been wanting to tell you for so long. I've been playing the scene in my head over and over again, where I finally gathered my courage to tell this to you. Ironically, this is still not easy for me to let it out off my chest. I really do not know how to break this to you. I don't know if you'll take this well or not, and sadly I'll not be there to make sure you're okay. All I can do is, hope that you can understand where I am coming from, and hope that nothing changes between us. I know it has been hard on you that we're so far apart. We used to have a lot of good times together, don't we? I remember how you would come to my house during the holidays to catch a movie you bought on DVD, and how you'd only leave at 3 in the morning. I remember you used to come to my place quite often on other occasions as well. Be it just to have a chat with my sister, or mum or me, or to get hold of a tupperware filled with her freshly baked cookies, or to pick me up to go out, or just to come over and laze around, enjoying each other's company. So you see, I do remember all these fun times we had together, and haven't changed that much since I've came to Aus. I know it's going to be quite awkward when I finally break the news to you, but I guess it still has to come out sooner or later. But before that, I just want to tell you how good of a friend you've been to me all these years. Funny how we've became so close eventhough we were never in the same class before in primary school, and you've even transferred schools during secondary level. Saying so, know that we've been through ups and downs together, and I'm grateful to call you one of my bestest friend. Now, I gotta do, what I gotta do.
I'm sorry, I can't say I love you more than I love nick. Cause nicky is always number 1.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! OOPS. I hope you don't feed my bear to your dog after this :(
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to other readers ;
today's been pretty usual. stayed home to study. its weird how time just takes a huge leap whenever you look up from your books, and before you know it, there goes another day! here I am, back on my bed again, bugging Mr. Gummy as usual, heh ;)
on the other hand, tmr will be pretty different(maybe?). it's the last week of classes of the sem, and boy has it gone so fast! 12 weeks just passed like that, wow! btt, i'm nt complaining (: it'll be good to be home again. never realised how much I'll miss and treasure home before leaving it. how grateful to hv a maid to cook, clean, and do all the laundry. to hv such good reliable atm machines at hme [heh, all I need to do is say, daddyyyyyyy, I got no more moneyyyyyyy, and poof cash is there in front of you. kinda like magic, i like. bt my voice is nt as whiny and "manja"-ish as leng. bt then again, i still get the same amount, or sometimes more than her. so oh well (: ] last bt nt least, to have 24hrs mamak stalls at hme! Aus should have more 24 hrs stalls to cater for the needs of us Malaysians and Singaporeans student. how can you deprive us of our mamak food during the late hours when we need it the most! though it won't be practical to have outdoor seatings during winter, bt there's always heater or I'm sure we'll be well clothed ourselves in return for those food. I'm getting hungry again.
I think when I'm bored, I write nonsensical things (: well, it keeps me entertained, so screw you and yr judgements (bad ones at least). lol. bt you could always help in lessening my boredom, by dropping me a random question in my formspring ----------------->>>>>
unless you're too busy. if then, bye! (:
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